Wednesday, August 26, 2015

when one door closes {another door opens}

I've done this blog thing before... I actually had a fairly successful one at one point. Then I flipped my life upside down and my blog went away. Then I started another one, but I had changed too much. Now I have headspace. Here, I will talk about your typical fashion, beauty, home, etc., but also my thoughts and feelings. I'm going through a rough patch right now, I would like to share.

In about a month, I will be going to my first psychiatric appointment. I want to know why I don't seem to be functioning like other people. I've gotten so so lazy, and sad but happy. And there's some other things going on too. But I want to share that journey with you.

But let's rewind a bit....


My name is Anestazia. I'm going to be hitting 30 in a few years. I'm not going to lie, I'm already freaking out. I don't have a significant other, I don't have children, I'm not that committed to my job. So what have I accomplished?

Well, I have a beautiful puppy girl named Kassie.



I discovered the beauty of yoga.



I did finish school with my Bachelor's in accounting.



I moved to a new city (that's still fairly close to home).

I've discovered a love for wine.


I had a beautiful kitty (unfortunately, she passed away last week)


So, I've done a few things right. Now I just need to get my head clear and keep chugging forward.